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Saturday, April 12, 2014

Gonna Get in a Better Habit of Writing

I'd like to start ruminating on my life in Austin as my final days here unfold. It's been a while since I've written in earnest and I'd like to write as often as I can, especially when particularly relevant or poignant feelings enter my head. If I want to actually get them posted, I'll have to sacrifice editing them for sake of time. I'm not getting paid for it so what does it matter? I'm not trying to get the James Beard award for blogging.

An easy thing to do would be to start a laundry list of things I'll miss. Perhaps an even easier thing to do would be to list all of the things I won't miss about Austin. The most difficult thing to do will be to write about how I feel about the future because it's so open. I think I'll do all of these things and it may end up being a jumbled mess but so is my mind, heart, and body right now.

It's gonna be difficult to capture my thoughts as they come because I'm usually driving to work, or at work, or at band practice, or trying to sleep. Unlike a lot of my peers, I'm not in front of a computer all day. It's difficult for me to write as much as I want because life doesn't let me sit still for that long. Nor do I have the luxury of working from home and picking up the guitar every time I feel a tinge of creativity. I'd love to have a little more free time with which to be creative. At this point in my life, I accept that I need to create things or else I'm unhappy.  Lately, I've found peace in learning how to make Texas style BBQ. I feel like each brisket or rack of ribs that goes on that smoker is a blank canvas upon which I try to paint the best picture I can. It's hardly writing a prose or a new song, but it"s satisfies something in there. 

I'd really like to cook BBQ for the rest of my life. Now, I realize that is completely possible and not too large of a goal. But if I want to cook BBQ for other people and have it be something that helps brings people in a community together, then it is. I also want to make music for the rest of my life. I hope that once I'm near Scott Nurkin again that we will be able to make music based on all that we've learned since we last played together (1999). So many ways to go, so much gonna happen.

Tonight I have a gig with both Excited States and Grand Champeen. We'll be playing songs by Washington D.C. bands from the 1990s and I think it'll be awesome. I'm gonna miss playing music regularly with the fellas in those bands. I'm gonna miss it more than words can express but I'm gonna attempt to express it anyway, from time to time. More on that later.  If you like either of my bands you should come to the show tonight because I'm moving to NC in July and these bands won't be performing but once or twice a year.

Saturday, March 1, 2014

UPCOMING GIGS

Hey there! I have a slew of gigs coming up that you should know about. Each of my bands (except Past Prayers) is playing, as well as a repeat performance of the Wipers cover band I put together with Garret Carr and Alan Lauer.  See you round the clubs!



MARCH 2     HOLE IN THE WALL SUNDAY MATINEE:
BREMEN RIOT(4PM) W/ NEW CHINA, UNTD SNKS, JOHN WESLEY COLEMAN

MARCH 5     ABGB: BREMEN RIOT & GRAND CHAMPEEN, 9PM

MARCH 7     LEGENDARY WHITE SWAN: EXCITED STATES (12AM) W/ DECADE SHOW (10), MAVIS BEACONS (11), MILITANT BABIES (1AM)

MARCH 11    HOLE IN THE WALL: GRAND CHAMPEEN W/ GLOSSARY, TWO COW GARAGE, PILE, LYDIA LOVELESS, TEDO STONE, THE KERNEL


MARCH 12    LEGENDARY WHITE SWAN: EXCITED STATES (7PM) W/ MILITANT BABIES (6), MIDNIGHT RE-RUNS (5), THE HARD PANS (4), EVEN TWICE (3), THE EVERYMEN (2), THE DECADE SHOW (1PM)



MARCH 15     sxSNACKBAR 2014 @ SNACK BAREXCITED STATES (2PM) W/ THE FUN PART, SHIVERY SHAKES, SOLANDER, MIRE KAY, SAN SABA COUNTY, DECADE SHOW


MARCH 15      HOLE IN THE WALL: NICK TANGBORN'S SECRET HANDSHAKE PARTY: BREMEN RIOT (11PM) W/ JOHN DOE, JESSE DAYTON, SOUNDS DEL MAR, HEAVENLY STATES, MY JERUSALEM, IAN MOORE, RICH MATTSON, BEAVER NELSON, HILARY YORK, and MANY OTHERS



MARCH 16    DOG & DUCK: BREMEN RIOT (3:55PM)

MARCH 16     UNCLE DOUG'S CHILI DOG FEST FIVE: GRAND CHAMPEEN & BREMEN RIOT W/ 100 OTHER BANDS (TIME AND LOCATION TBA)

MARCH 21    HOLE IN THE WALL:  WIPERS COVER BAND & GRAND CHAMPEEN W/ ZEST OF YORE

MARCH 29     CONTINENTAL CLUB: REPLACEMENTS AND BIG STAR TRIBUTE! I'M PLAYING GUITAR IN HOUSE BAND THAT INCLUDES JON DEE GRAHAM, ANDREW DUPLANTIS AND FALCON VALDEZ

APRIL 12    HOLE IN THE WALL   HIT LIQUOR-D.C HOOT NIGHT: EXCITED STATES W/ MANY OTHERS

Tuesday, January 7, 2014

Today, I think it has officially gotten Out Of Control


In my mind, I feel like I've kept pretty cool about how this city is growing in an unappealing manner. But today I've decided it's gotten to the point where I can't keep it to myself any longer. I do recognize however, that nobody really wants to listen to the criticizing and complaining. To that I say, "Stop reading this opinionated blog immediately! Go back to safe, mildly informative, ultimately unfulfilling articles on Gawker or Huffington Post!" 
Today it was the two shitty BMW drivers with their asses sticking out of the same turn lane, blocking left lane traffic because getting where they need to go was more important than waiting their turn. Damn shi shi foo foo plates of offal protein and farm raised Narcissus flower amuse bouche and the douche foodies who can't get enough. The rising cost of living and the creative class that's being pushed out. It used to be that at 2pm on a Tuesday afternoon, the only people out and about were service industry people, students, musicians and part-timers trying to find an easy going lifestyle. The "Velvet Rut" that my mom read aloud about in her Southern Living. At this point there are tons of people out and about in the city. Despite the ridiculous number of bars and restaurants in Austin, I know these folks aren't in the service industry. They dress too well. They don't have tattoos. They are usually wearing some trendy exercise clothes in public. They look like the folks who were crawling all over Club DeVille on busy weekend nights when I moved here in 2000. Yeah, I moved here in 2000. Chances are pretty fucking high that you moved here at some point too. Whether that was 2010, 2006, 1995, 1985 or 1977, you still moved here from somewhere else. Stevie Ray Vaughan, Doug Sahm, and Janis Joplin are not from here either. Gotdamn Ray Benson is from Philadelphia, PA and no, he isn't dead.
The six or seven mixed use condo buildings going up on S. Lamar between Barton Springs and Ben White have got me thinking. There is no way to get to MOPAC from that section of Lamar, leaving very little pressure release for what I imagine will be tremendous traffic problems. I don't know exactly how many units will be available but I bet everyone who lives there owns a car and will drive themselves everywhere. All of that traffic will be forced to flow up and down Lamar as well as through the surrounding neighborhoods. Plus, there is not a quick way for all these folks to walk from their new urban abodes to things like Rainey St., First Thursday, Batfest, Reggaefest, Central Texas Food Truck Festival,  and the Food and Wine Ass Kissery Fest so they'll probably drive.  Heaven forbid they use public transportation. 
On the way home from Free Range Never Ever Diner and Richie Rich uptight hometown grocer, I noticed that the face of my South Austin neighborhood had changed overnight. One new coat of paint and set of windows after another. All of the N-S arteries are clogged throughout the day. The way this town is growing, think about how fucked traffic will be in a only a couple more years. Bicyclists, watch your asses.

Monday, December 23, 2013

Past Prayers: A Minor Medley

I made a video for a 16 songs covers medley I performed at the Cactus Cafe June 5, 2013.



A Minor Medley from Owner's Closet on Vimeo.

Sunday, March 24, 2013

Mix Tape

Cassettes have returned to my life. Supposedly they are popular with the kids these days, an interest that is no doubt a smaller part of the widespread obsession with the style and culture of the 1980s. I'd wager that making mix tapes has at some point been a past-time for anyone born before 1993.  Over the winter I became obsessed with making a mixtape. I'm thinking I hadn't made one since the late nineties. He are some words on each of the songs on the tape. Actual song order at the bottom. You decide which is Side A and which is Side One.


"What's So Strange About Me?"by Eight Dayz: This song was the beginning and ending song on the Santa Cruz skate video called Wheels of Fire.  I was friends with Mitch Wilkins in the 7th and 8th grade and his older brother Aaron had a VHS copy of this video. We thought the soundtrack was pretty bitchin' so we put a jambox with a built-in microphone up to the television speaker and recorded the whole movie's audio.  Some folks call this "air-to-air taping" which sounds about as plausible as the act itself but it worked well enough. Anyone who took cassette recording beyond a double-tapedeck dub or recording live radio knows about "air-to-air." Anyway, I listened to this Wheels of Fire tape constantly and its songs and dialogue became a permanent part of my memory and then I forgot about the song for 25 years. When my wife bought me Wheels of Fire on DVD (!) I found that the soundtrack artists were not listed in the credits. It took me awhile to find out who sang several of the songs on the soundtrack and it turned out to be Santa Cruz sponsored german skater Claus Grabke's band Eight Dayz. Wow! This mix tape stems from several key things and the discovery of Eight Dayz is one of them. "What's So Strange about Me?" starts out the video so I thought it a perfect side starter.

"Walk in Cold" by Naked Raygun: I was introduced to Naked Raygun when I received a dubbed copy of the Jettison album in 9th or 10th grade. My current Grand Champeen bandmates went to high school with a kid from Chicago who was into hometown hardcore bands like Naked Raygun and Trenchmouth (for which Fred Armisen played drums). It being the 80's, we relied on each other to find out about bands because there was no internet; word of mouth and small 'zines were our lifelines to new music. I forgot how much I liked this album until it crept back into mind and I bought it on vinyl in the fall of 2012. Frank Black must have listened to a lot of Naked Raygun. There are moments on Jettison that are identical to many moments on Pixies' records.

"Hypnotized" by Fleetwood Mac: This song has a righteous groove and a great floating, semi-jazz instrumental arrangement. From the mid-period Fleetwood Mac headed up partially by Bob Welch, Hypnotized comes from the Mystery to Me album which not only features great Bob Welch guitar playing but also finds Christine McVie stepping forward as a major force in the band.

"The Search" by Wipers: This song is by far the most important catalyst for the existence of this mix tape. My current vehicle has a cassette deck that within the first six months of my ownership began rejecting 1/8" cassette adapters. When my mp3 listening capability was extinguished, I dug through my box o' cassettes I had in the closet. These were tapes that I had started collecting in elemantary school (Led Zeppelin Presence purchased Mother's Day weekend 1987) and had purchased as recently as 2001(new $2 copy of Diver Down from Tower Records on the drag to play in the tour van with Champeen). Among these tapes were the Wipers' Land of the Lost and Youth of America which I had bought for $.50 a piece in Murfreesboro, Tennessee. Despite the reverence placed on this band by the likes of Kurt Cobain and John Reis, I had never listened to these tapes I had been sitting on for over 10 years. I put in Land of the Lost and was immediately hooked. Why hadn't I ever checked these guys out? They're a huge missing piece of the guitar rock puzzle that I started putting together as a five year old miming along to the "Shock Me" guitar solo from KISS Alive II.

"Give It All Away" by Patto: Who the hell are these guys? You'll have to do your own research on that one here. I first heard about these guys from White Denim's Josh Block in 2010. He was playing drums for Doug Wariner at the Hole in the Wall and I struck up a conservation with him about music. He mentioned that the new material White Denim was writing at the time was in the vein of this band Patto. So I checked it out and was surprised I had never heard of them before. Their guitarist Ollie Halsall just blazes all over their three records, the first two for sure. The track featured on this mix tape is the first song on the second side of their sophomore album, Hold Your Fire, which I think is their most solid offering.

"Kid" by The Pretenders: Though I've known this song for a long time, it wasn't until I bought the Pretenders' debut LP at the last Austin Record Convention and heard it as a part of an album that it really jumped out at me. If you look underneath Chrissie Hynde's incredible vocal delivery, you'll find a complex rhythm track similar to that of The Beatles' "All My Loving." Walking bass line over a swinging drum beat with a double-time jangly rhythm guitar. Then there is the awesome key change that is brought to us through the jumpy, Am bridge and an awesome Byrds-y guitar solo. Then there's that dynamically softer section before the final verse where the bass owns me every time. Timeless.

"5150" by Van Halen: Technically it's Van Halen but we all know that's it's really Van Hagar. When this album came out I was in 5th grade and I loved it, of course. Between the time I first heard Van Halen on the radio in the spring of 1984 and the release of 5150 two years later, I had purchased cassettes copies of 1984 and Diver Down and was rapidly becoming a disciple of hard rock. I remember buying the 5150 cassette at the Record Bar at Southpark Mall in Charlotte. It was the first clear cassette I had ever seen and for a while we all thought this "innovation"was incredible.
Regarding the song, it is the only post-DLR song that I truly love. The opening riff is classic EVH, proving to some of us that Van Halen hadn't lost everything with the arrival of the Red Rocker. His lyrics are mainly nonsense but his performance fits in well with the band. The melody of the chorus is what really makes me happy.

"No Reply at All" by Genesis: When my cousin Blair bought a Pioneer 6-disc home CD player in the mid-eighties, the whole family lined up to get cassette copies of his cd collection. The Livingstone household had one tape with Police Greatest Hits b/w Eagles Greatest Hits, Volume II and another tape of nothing but Billy Joel. Another Maxell tape had one side filled with selected tracks from Wings Over America while the other side being filled with numerous hits by Phil Collins and his former band Genesis. It is because of these tapes that I will always like some songs by the Eagles, Billy Joel, Phil Collins, and Genesis. "No Reply at All" is a great song with a pretty killer rhythm track that makes me want to dance. The bass line, played by multi-instrumentalist Mike Rutherford, is all over the place while simultaneously holding it down. Phil Collins' drum track is a fine example of his skills; tight snare and hi-hat work and nimble fills between verses and choruses. And drums sound good too! Except for the lame bridge that smacks of the contrived emotionality found at the end of the song "Layla," I love this song forever.

"Philomena" by Thin Lizzy: I am a late bloomer when it comes to discovering the brilliance and magnitude of awesomeness that is Thin Lizzy. When I heard "Boys Are Back In Town" on the radio as a kid, why did I not go out and buy Jailbreak with the same speed and determination that I had purchased 1984, Presence or Ride the Lightning? Who cares? Thin Lizzy's catalog is deep and after buying all of the Robertson/Gorham era albums on vinyl, I committed them to cassette and listened to them in the car for months on end. Why this particular song struck me so hard is another question I have no answer for. Regardless, I rewound and listened to "Philomena" over and over on the way to and from work for about four days straight.

"Please Don't Worry" by Grand Funk Railroad: Not only did my Dad see these guys in the late 60s, this song is from his copy of the self-titled vinyl LP that he no doubt bought at the PX while stationed in Key West. I first heard this song being played over the PA in Waterloo Records a couple years ago and was blown away by the rhythm/tempo changes and the in-your-face bass playing. All Hail the Power Trio! Don't believe anyone who says you can't go to the record store and find something new(or new to you). Going to the record store has been a vital part of my life ever since I started going to Record Bar in 1983 when it was at the top of the escalator at Southpark. Joe Young of Antiseen worked behind the counter and was the first of many influential record store clerks in my life.

"Yours Is No Disgrace" by YES: I think my one and only guitar teacher tried to teach me this song when I was 13. Needless to say, Steve Howe's hammer-ons and pull-offs didn't become possible for a few more years but the music had a strong effect on me. Fast-forward 25 years and find me playing a Rickenbacker bass, trying to figure out how Christopher Squire got that killer tone! Everything about this song is great. Jon Anderson's sci-fi lyrics delivered through mindful and nuanced vocals, Tony Kaye's blistering organ playing, Bruford's nimble drumming, Howe's tasteful shredding and Chris Squire's commanding bass lines make this song a prog-rock masterpiece.
Highlights: the way Howe's solo swells into place with a reverbed out guitar and then finishes with a tone-down note-full jazz barrage; Squire bouncing back and forth between the root and fifth is the section where the song hangs on Bflat; The choral vocal where the voices are introduced to the listener for the first time in the song and on The Yes Album.

"Kid Gloves" by Rush: When I first heard Rush, it was upon the recommendation of this kid I was in class with in 7th grade. After finding commonality in Led Zeppelin, he shared with me some tapes he had stolen from his older brother.  Two of these tapes were Rush's self-titled first album and their 1984 release Grace Under Pressure, both of which I dubbed and had on each side of one 90-minute blank tape. What is so interesting to me about this is that these two particular albums nearly bookended what many consider Rush's "best" period. What a strange way to be introduced to a band? However, I didn't realize these trivialities at the time and I enjoyed these two albums immensely. Grace Under Pressure has always been one of my favorite Rush albums and "Kid Gloves" is a great reason why. It's uptempo, has interesting time signature changes, various rhythmic patterns, and even the rare harmony vocal. The bass playing throughout is killer and the opening guitar riff in 5/4 is just complicated enough to please the nerds while its release into 4/4 at the pre-chorus satisfies perfectly the need in most of us to straighten things out. Then a version of the opening riff is played over a 4/4 beat. Classic, brilliant Rush.

"Electric Avenue" by Eddy Grant: I remember seeing the video to this song on HBO's Video Jukebox in the early 80s. At last year's Austin Record Convention I scoured the bins for this record and had absolutely no luck. I set aside at least five hours for the RecCon but after three hours I was pretty fried. I had found 12-15 great records and was fairly satisfied with my booty but since I had more time left I couldn't just stop. So the last thing I did was look for this one album; Killer on a Rampage by Eddy Grant. Nowhere to be found! Damn! After having witnessed my frustration that day, my bandmate Beaty bought it for me a gift. I always liked the song but I never bought the record so I never wore it out. Until now.

"Different Ways" by Eight Dayz: The only band to have two songs on this mix tape, Eight Dayz gives us a great 80s dance track with this tune. This song appeared in the Wheels of Fire skate film during the Rob Roskopp skate sequence. On a normal day it would not fit into my "preferred type of music" but it seeped into my brain early and I love it. The melody is great and it's uptempo, which will tip the scales for me almost anytime. When I rediscovered this song last year I listened to it over and over and over and over and over and over...

"Not Great Men" by Agitpop: This cover of the Gang of Four song is done by 80s underground freak power trio Agitpop who hailed from Poughkeepsie, NY. They put out five LPs on various labels between 1985 and 2007. I came to find out about Agitpop because theirs was the first on a video compilation released by Twin/Tone Records called Dark Ages: A Video Collection. Twin/Tone had released their fourth album Stick It! after having released the best parts of Soul Asylum and The Replacements' catalogs, my friends and I were checking out anything they released. I loved Stick It! for its Minutemen-esque art punk and listened to it often for many years. This cover is on the B-side of an EP Twin/Tone released promoting a song called "Forget Me Not." Though I've also been listening to Gang of Four's Entertainment! a lot lately, I finally found the "Forget Me Not" EP at the last record convention and figured this cover would kill both birds with one stone.

"Green Aisles" by Real Estate: One of the more current bands on this cassette, Real Estate hit me like a ton of feathers back in late November when my new wife and I were having a "mini-moon" on the North Carolina coast. She had heard this song on KUT and bought the record the next day but it wasn't until this trip that we really got into it. We played the album probably eight times in a row one day while we were bumming around our beach condo, drinking Bloody Marys and Modelo Especial, and reading on the deck while dolphins jumped through the waves right offshore. It was the perfect soundtrack to bumming around. Don't let anyone tell you that you can't be turned onto new music through the radio.

"Man with Golden Helmet" by Radio Birdman: This song/band is the most recent interest of mine. I bought their debut record from Doug at his yard sale back in January and loved this song immediately. I love this kind of groove. This band was killer. I look forward to listening to it more.

"Pool Parties" by Transportation: So fucking good. These guys are incredible. They're the Thin Lizzy of Chapel Hill, NC. I first heard Transportation when Grand Champeen played a show with them and Grand National at Go! in Carrboro, NC. It was suggested we play with them and how true? This song is from their most recent album entitled Amusement Park which was a huge hit around our house when we finally got a copy of it.  After waiting on my friend Scott who claimed the multiple copies he bought for me kept getting taken by his wife, I sent for it and got a copy in the mail or download or something less exciting than getting a cd in the mail from your friend. Regardless, this album is great and I suggest anyone who likes Thin Lizzy, Joe Jackson, Badfinger or early Queen look into this band.

"McTwist & Shout" by Johnny Rad and the Jordanaires: Taken from another skate video I watched repeatedly, Axe Rated by Powell Peralta. Johnny Rad was a recurring character in the Powell skate videos, often singing original hits with lyrics that immortalized the life of the skater. Here's another one from the 1986 video Future Primitive in which he sings his classic original "Skate and Destroy" over the blooper reel.

"I've Got A Wild Feeling" by Milk Music: I first heard these guys in early 2012 when I was looking for records in End of and Ear. An employee was playing their first EP over the stereo and I liked what I heard but for some reason I didn't buy it. The second time I heard it was in late February 2012 when i was on tour with Craig Finn. After having waited for an extremely late sound guy, we started setting up our gear at the Great Scott to the tune of the same EP. It was loud over the PA and I recognized it and I liked it even more. When I got home I bought the EP on vinyl and ordered the cassette only release from which this song is pulled, the "Almost LIve" EP recorded at WFMU. Both are good releases and they just came out with a full length album called "Cruise Your Illusion."

"Looking For the Magic" by Dwight Twilley: Dwight Twilley entered my world when Beaty suggested our band Excited States cover it. By its third playback the day I was learning it for band rehearsal, I loved this song. It gets stuck in my head all of the time and I don't mind a bit when it does. The vocal delivery is pretty cool. Not afraid.

"Plays Chess" by Alex Livingstone:  I made a sound collage out recordings I made on my iphone during the same time frame as I was digging these songs. Enjoy.


Here's the straight track list:

What's So Strange About Me?
Please Don't Worry
Pool Parties
Walk In Cold
Yours Is No Disgrace
I've Got A Wild Feeling
Hypnotized
The Search
5150
McTwist & Shout
Give It All Away
Electric Avenue
Kid
Different Worlds
Looking for the Magic
Not Great Men
No Reply At All
Green Aisles
Kid Gloves
Philomena
Man With Golden Helmet
Plays Chess

Thursday, January 24, 2013

Thanksgiving

I'm so glad I'm not 24 years old.

Monday, January 21, 2013

Soul Asylum & Chasing Amy

Along with umpteen episodes of Shameless and various undesirable films that emerged from the depths of cable television, Chasing Amy was available on one of the many Showtime channels offered for free this weekend. Amongst all of the small budget "indie" films I rented to college students as a video store clerk in the late 90s, I had the least tolerance for Chasing Amy. But since those days, Kevin Smith has made a lot of movies and has made a name for himself so I thought I'd give it another chance.  After seeing it again though, I found that the reasons I didn't like it then are mostly different from the ones I have now. Kevin Smith's distractingly pretentious dialogue went from being a minor annoyance in my early 20s to undeniable abomination to my late 30s self.  My identification with the main character's feeling of inadequacy in comparison to his significant other's level of relationship and sexual experience was what caused me to not like the movie the first time around. In the late 90's, I dated a girl who seemed so much more experienced and worldly than I was and I was scared that she might pass me up for my innocence. Affleck's character's challenge was not identical to mine but, his psychological problem was altogether different than mine.

Just before my memory of the weak-ass movie that is Chasing Amy began its retreat back into the dark recesses of my brain, it reminded me of the first time I saw Soul Asylum. No, Janeane Garofalo and Winona Ryder weren't there nor were there caterpillars or missing child posters on the big phone poles. With the awesomeness of the manager of the Cotswold Record Exchange who gave us tickets and my friends' father who drove us, we made it to Atlanta for the Tour and Schmooze party for the upcoming Grave Dancer's Union.  Though we ended up talking to the band for longer than we saw them play, the night was one of the biggest in my life.

After all these years I had forgotten that Chasing Amy ended with Soul Asylum's "We 3." From their 1990 A&M Records album And the Horse They Rode in On, "We 3" was a logical progression of the Soul Asylum ballad. Each album had one and this was the most recent offering. Amped up teens needed to be gently fed the ballad so that we might ingest it at all. Sure, we loved "Going to California," "Michelle," and "Swan Swan H" et al, but this is Soul Asylum we were talking about. This was Loud Fast Rules. This was the critically acclaimed "best live band in America" that we so believed were the end-all, be-all ever living shit. Softness had been doled out sparingly throughout their catalog and that's just how we liked it. A touch of it on the album and even less at the show. "Stranger," "Never Really Been" "Passing Sad Daydream," "P-9," "Endless Farewell," and "We 3." I was a huge Soul Asylum fan for six impressionable years of my life and to associate this particular movie with one of my all time favorite bands kinda hurts but I shan't be too prejudiced; Grand Champeen had a song in The Life Of David Gale so I guess the joke's on me.

So, to me at that time...1990, 1991, 1992..."We 3" was perfectly acceptable. Hell, it started in the saddest of all keys and ended up in glorious F. I'm sure the producer Steve Jordan thought it brimming with pubescent mix tape potential, much like the Replacements' "Skyway" or some Toad the Wet Sprocket wimp jam. But that's not what we thought because we knew the other 11 songs on Horse set Soul Asylum apart from everyone else at the time. So when Bret at Record Exchange presented me and Vinny with guest passes to the Grave Dancer's Union pre-release party at The Dark Horse in Atlanta, we shit our pants with excitement. Atlanta was four hours away and as a senior in high school I could certainly handle that drive. Unfortunately, Vinny and I had just gotten arrested for stupid teenager stuff and were on our parents' shit lists. I mean, the timing couldn't have been worse. I know that I was grounded for a month or two at the start of my senior year so how I was even able to get to the record store for this momentous offering I can't fathom.  I do however, remember leaving my girlfriend's house to go to the midnight sale of Grave Dancer's Union so maybe my restriction had mercifully ended by the time this story went down. (Damn right! I bought that shit on cassette literally the minute it came out.) But that must have been after we were driven to Atlanta by Vinny's dad on a chilly fall night because we went into that evening not knowing any of their new songs. I believe their tour started as their album was coming out and it wouldn't be until a year or two later that they would grace the cover of Rolling Stone as platinum punks.

Once we got to the bar, we were immediately put in our place. The show was 21+. But we had passes!!   No dice, my friends. We were actually allowed to be in the tiny bar/restaurant but the performance was to take place in its tiny basement. Upon inspection of the building, we found that we could stand outside in the sloping parking lot and look down through the patio doors and see the band members from the waist down. Dave had on a black acoustic we had never seen him play before. We could only see the bottom of it so we wondered what kind it was. ARGH! So shitty. "We drove all this way and Colonel's not even here?" We had gotten there in time to see their soundcheck at which they played "Gullible's Travels", "Grounded", some song we had never heard (probably "Runaway Train" or "Black Gold") and "We 3." "We 3!" I never thought I would ever hear that song played live because it's so piano-centric. "We 3!" At that point, "We 3" was one of the 12 songs that made up one of the best albums that had come out in years. It was the farthest thing from seeing your favorite band playing their worst song. It was seeing your favorite band play a song they may have only played that night. I mean, they didn't play it on MTV Unplugged when it may have actually been appropriate.

After soundcheck, there was a meet and greet upstairs in the bar so we went in and stood around with everyone else. The band showed up and one at a time we met our heroes. Dave was drinking Rolling Rock and popping pills, asking us "What it's like to be a teenager these days?" He was wearing a Jagermeister painters cap sideways on top of his dreadlocks. Great look. Dan was wearing a Levi's jean jacket with a Giant records embroidered logo on the back. Grant and Karl were wearing clothes. They had a bunch of Grave Dancer posters out and we had them all sign a couple of them. (Does Vinny have that poster?) Vinny's dad snapped a couple of photos of us talking to Dave, which I proudly showed off to people for years to come. Well, until around 1994. Once Sterling Campbell "joined" the band, the band was kinda done for me. I'm not saying he is the Slim Dunlap of Soul Asylum. He's more like the Tommy Stinson of Soul Asylum. Oh, wait... Here's the photo!


Vinny's dad managed to drive us all the way back to Charlotte that night. I ended up seeing Soul Asylum several more times over the next few years. One of the best shows I saw was when they played   Chapel Hill on the official Grave Dancer's Tour with The Lemonheads and Freedy Johnson opening. I'm pretty sure Juliana Hatfield was on bass for the Lemonheads and I'm pretty sure I didn't give a crap about Freedy Johnson. I got a "college visitation" excused absence because I was going to "visit Chapel Hill." Ha. Cameron and Jason and I saw that show at the Cat's Cradle when it was on Franklin St. in the building where Michael Jordan later opened his restaurant 23. I saw them at the Roxy in Atlanta with Freedy Johnson and Magnapop opening. Why was Freedy Johnson opening these shows? I hear his impostor lives in Austin now. Anyway, that was awesome because we were right up front and they played a helluva show. Kevn Kinney came out and performed (at least) Rhinestone Cowboy with them. The last time I saw Soul Asylum was in 1995 at Vanderbilt University in their horrible sounding basketball arena. They played Sonic Reducer and Matthew Sweet opened the show. He was boring. Oh yeah, I also saw them at Carowinds Pavilion and they played a Mission of Burma tune. Spin Doctors headlined that show, which we all thought was a crime.  So many bad bands back then. Mid 90s, mid-level trash.

All that being said, the best part of seeing Chasing Amy again was how it reminded me of how much Soul Asylum means to me. I admire Kevin Smith for liking Soul Asylum enough to give them the outro song on his biggest film to date. Even though I'm not so sure the song fits very well, I don't really care. The dialog in that film is pretentious and poorly delivered and if it weren't for Jason Lee it would be a complete dog turd. And it really doesn't affect how I feel about "We 3," the mellow song between "Be On Your Way" and "All the King's Friends" on the album that was playing when I lost my virginity.